Oh man

Today was a guilt trip day, A good one. Actually they're all probably good. anyways. I thought I had it all figured out. That I knew exactly what God wanted out of me. Or at least for the most part that is. And after school got out I would be completely free to pursue God's ministry. But before I could do that I needed to finish school. So my priorities have always been school. Focus on school, graduate, then freedom. A straight path to God's mission. Man was that ignorant.

It seems God always trickles little hints. Over the past couple weeks talking to completely different people About God's plan, our plan, and God's will and what not I always tended to brush off thinking I had it all figured out. This isn't to say that there are completely new plans. no. The plans are exactly the same. But I've been blind to the journey this entire time. To all the people along the way, and all the conversations that could've been, and all the ministering that should've been. But I've been too selfish, scared, and narrow minded to see all that God is doing. I am man, what can I say?

For this is God, our God forever and ever; He will be our guide even to death.

Psalm 48:14